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yes he does fish! hah
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and the newest edition to our family!!!
isnt he soooo adorable!
so yeah im happy with my baby, and our new puppy!!! <3<3
but life has also been hard lately...and VERY unexpectable!
i have lost close people in my life recently..
first my aunt passed away 2 wks ago! loved her more then ANYTHING!!! :(
then guillaume..wow i couldnt even believe it when i heard about it! ive known the boy since he was in 5th grade!! never ever thought something like this would happen to him!
GOD, i still have his hand made valentine from when i was in 6th grade...i got it out last night and just cried and cried!
Guillaume,
i know its been at least a year since me and you have spent time together, but even tho we werent hanging out like we use to doesnt mean i dont love you the same. i got out of the party scene nothing against you or anyone esle, but i had to do it for myself! i remember the last time we hung out me and you went down the trail and fogged out your little blue "roller skate" and with your crazzzy driving and with alllllll the smoke in the car...we hit a freakin sea gull that for some reason was chillin in the road. and we both screamed like girls!! i have never laughed soo hard in my life..we were both in tears...im sure the pot had something to do with it, cuz killing birds isnt THAT funny! hahaaha. everytime i was with you, i laughed! you always made me smile. i still have the picture of you throwin up in my old house in a frame..haha! im gonna keep all these great memories of you with me for the rest of my life.
your passin shows that god really does take the best! and i hope with your passing that it will open a lot of eyes to these kids beachside, drugs are nothing to fuck with.
you are absolutely wonderful, i miss you sooooooooooooooo much!
<3<3
always and forever!
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| AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
so is making yourself suffer really worth making your partner happy...is it true the more you give of yourself, the more and more they take?? they get greedy and keep fuckin taking!! im sick of the double standard bullshit...im wayyy over getting walked over.
call me an overly emotional girl, but shit has to get better for me and joe or im gonna go out with a fucking bang..cuz there is no way someone is gonna tell me waht to do, then turn around and be a hypocrit and act completely oppostie...i dont know if any of this makes sense...but it does to me and its called venting.
im sick of everything in my life right now...EVERYTHING. my health, my joe, my job, my parents...EVERYTHING. im ready to start over. and either joe needs to get a reality check and soon or im ready to be single...cuz ive already wasted a year with him no need wastin more if this isnt gonna work out..timing is everything...and i need to get on it, i need to do what makes myself happy..and not worry about JOES FEELINGS, cz it seems he doesnt care about mine at times. OHHH and what really makes me mad is when he comes around the next day after treating me like shit..he acts like nothing has happened, and he'll start gettign all mushy and kissy and whatever...but no way...i hold grudges whatever..i mean if shit istn talked out it isnt techinally worked out, and i still feel like shit..
whatever...
i feel like runnin away and not tellin anyone
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| so a lot of things are happening in my life..
might move to lake city soon with joe, and mike..i cant wait..my baby is makin 2,000 a wk about 8,000 a month. and hes payin all my bills, and spoilin the hell out of me! we have a 3 bedroom house on 2 acres of land...4-wheelers too...((YAY))they only have to pay 550 a month for the house including everything except cable and phone. so their gonna be living for cheap. joe told me i dont even have to get a job if i didnt want to, but id be bored so im gonna proably get a fun job that i enjoy more than worry about what im making..and just save up money before i have to go to chicago. the only thing that sucks is i wont have anyone except joe and mike and their gonna be workin long days and its not like we live near a lot of people...the nearest house is 6 acres away i mean fuck...i need my friends. i know ill meet new people, but nothing could compare to the type of friends i have here. for instance...mr. john crotty my bestest best friend in the world..if i was having a bad day i absolutely LOVE hanging out with him, hes funny, he just seems to know what to say to me to cheer me up, or to see something in a different way or just to make me laugh, and he listens, i know he'll always be here for me...theres just so much good stuff about him that how could ieven find a friend over there that even compares to him. and britty lee, wow, i love that girl, i love our girly talks, i love our womens rights and needs speechs((hahah)), i love our beach days, shopping days, hair dyin days, everyday im with her...shes moving too so hopefully tampa is closer to lake city. all of my friends definately need to make some road trips when i move...
im nervous too...but im just gonna jump into it, and not try to prdict my next plan all the time..
i found out yesterday my moms givin me my trust of 14,000 before i move and go into the navy.. im gonna continue to save and build interest but doesnt mean im not gonna take a chunk of it and go big in lake city...haha!!
well i must be goingt o work shortly...
so this calls for a smoke session...and i need some foooooooooooood.
love me!
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| speechlessxvoice: joe took my cell to getbeer and he saw a bunch of guys names in my call log and he freaked..hes like i dont talk to any girls except you...and just got reallllll upset
speechlessxvoice: i kinda feel bad, cuz i wold be reallllllly pissed if girls were callin him up...]
CRoTTeRS04: yeahhh
CRoTTeRS04: but
CRoTTeRS04: you're entitled to your own friends
CRoTTeRS04: if theres no trust
CRoTTeRS04: then ya know
CRoTTeRS04: its kinda shitty
speechlessxvoice: but obviosly something is missing from our relationship if im going eslewhere to find little compforts like having long chats on the phones with guys ya know
CRoTTeRS04: yeah
speechlessxvoice: well the thing is, is like we both quit smoking together and he went behind my back and was smokin again, and when people lie i find out the truth i always do, and ive caught him in stupid little lies, so of course i over anaylze it and now im like so i wonder what hes really doing right now, is he where he says he is...ya know
CRoTTeRS04: exactly
CRoTTeRS04: i understand what you mean
CRoTTeRS04: i mena
CRoTTeRS04: if hes lying over stupid shit
CRoTTeRS04: what else would he lie about
speechlessxvoice: exactly...and he doesnt understnad that
CRoTTeRS04: hes a guy
CRoTTeRS04: he has a penis
CRoTTeRS04: never expect them to understand anything
speechlessxvoice: but you have a penis
CRoTTeRS04: but im gay
CRoTTeRS04: i might as well have tits
speechlessxvoice: why cant joe be like you
speechlessxvoice: haha
speechlessxvoice: hahahaaha
speechlessxvoice: i love it
boys are dumb.
except john. i love him.
gettin drunk tonight
ya hurd!
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| yeah well working all the time sucks...major!
i mean yeah i see joe while at work, but we cant really talk that much, or hang out. and we both work like in the morning till 7ish basically everyday, and we only have wed off together. so by the time we both get off at work, we're both like dead tired, and all we wanna do is eat dinner, then go to sleep. maybe watch alittle tv or a movie.
so im basically gettign to the point where im fed up of life. blah.
me and joe dont even talk as much as we use to, we use to just lay in bed, and talk about us, and our future, and our kids, and just everything. but now both of our jobs are stressing us out, so one of us will come home in a bad mood, and take it out on one another. more so joe then me. its like ive been that guys human punching bag since all this stressful shit has been happening. i mean im here for him to help him thru all this bullshit he's been thru this past month. but he is still my boyfriend, and i want him to go back to the old cute boyfriend he was. he still is all mushy and stuff with me, but i dont want him to get sick of me soon, since we're together 24/7.
even when i bring up the navy thing, he doesnt want to talk about it, he says "it upsets him to talk about that, since there could be a chance of him loosing me.." but i mean fuck, this is a big deal for me and i need someone to talk to about it.
im just being an emotional girl lately...i dont know why. so many things running thru my head, and no vent to use to let it all out.
i think i start shit for no reason sometimes with joe. dont know why.
i need a fuckin nap, im exhausted and emotional. hahah
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| yeahhhh...
having big trust issues!
note to self:
...........trust no one!............
they'll screw you over, then wonder what they did, if they reallllllllly loved you like they claim they do, they would know what crossing the line is, and what makes you upset, and not want to hurt your feelings. but i guess im the only one in my life who understands the concept of a good relationship huh....FUCK
FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.
i feel like screaming, yeah screaming would be nice...
haha.
<3
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| so i joined the navy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im most definately excited, i finally feel for the first time in a long time that im important! and when i got back to my recruiter office, and all of my recruiters were standing there at attention saluting me, and they said congratulations seamen recruit bailey. i got all teary eyed!! haha
i went to meps thursday went thru medical training from 6 till 2 in the afternoon, then i signed my contract that said HOSPITAL CORPSMAN!!!!!!! and then i swore in shortly after that. im very proud of myself. so is my family.
i dont leave till march 6 2006
so i came back form meps and it was back t my regular fucking shitty life. back to fucking work.
lately a close person to me has betrayed my trust, not once but this is the second time, its like do i forgive this person, and not let it affect me as much, cuz i like this person, and i think hes awesome, or do i just cut him off before he betrays my trust again and walks all over me.
whatever, i cant wait till i leave, i dont have to think about bullshit when im training in basic.
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| so ive kinda been going thru a lot emotionally, this past couple weeks have been more then crazy.
joe has moved into my partents house with me, his dad got arrested for domestic voilence, after one morning beating the shit out of joe. i was there when the whole thing happened, i cant even describe how it felt to see this drunk/coked up older guy just beating the shit out of his own son who i love to death, and i mean i did all i could to try to make it stop, but lets face it im 5'2 and 110lbs and this guy is big and all drugged up, so i ran and called 911. when i was on the phone with 911 and joe came stumbling out of his room with blood all over his face, his clothes and his arms, i lost it. i wanted so bad to make his pain go away, i like fell on the floor and held him until the cops came, and i was bawling like you wouldnt believe. i wanted to put a fucking hole thru that piece of shit martys head. and i swear to god if i ever see that horrible man again i will inflict injury on him, if its running him over with my car, or beating him senseless with a bat, i will do it. and he didnt even say he was sorry, while joe was bawling on the front lawn and kept screaming "stop being a fucking baby!" ahhhh i wish i could hurt him. joe is gonna get him for all he is worth, we are filing a civilan suit against him, bringing everyting to the table and making him look like a worthless piece of an excuse for a father to the judge and get every dime he is worth.
so when i was at the er, and i finally got a hold of my mom and pops and told them what happened, i was a emotional wreck. my mom just broke down, and was crying and she told me to get all of his stuff and bring him to the house that he was living with us. he is like family now. my mom got him a job with us at the base making good money. hes been doing side jobs around my neighborhood for my neighbors. him and my dad have eben making shrimp traps together and going fishing together. and my dad is hard to impress when it comes to guys, but both my mom and dad have took joe under their wing and are treating him like hes their own. he sleeps in the spare room, but my mom doesnt even care if me and him sleep in the same bed sometimes, its crazy. and normally when i use to have guys over a while ago, i use to have to have the door open in my room. haha. im just really happy. i mean yeah this definately was a shitty thing for him to have to go thru, but good things are definately spawning from this. everything happens for a reason, and you may not realize then but he really needed to get away form his dad, he never ever did anyhtign for his son, he always treated him like shit, and joe worked for him and he would always never pay him what he should be paid. so now hes much more happier, he has a loving family who loves him to death, hes got a high paying job, makign the big bucks.
this wednesday is my offical day to join the navy, so of course i start questioning EVERYTHING, and over anaylzing everything, and i kept asking myself last night is this really somethign i wanna do, will i be happy, is it the best thing for me and joe, what if it kinda destroys me and joe, i dunno just sooo many different questions running thru my head, i couldnt answer any of those questions so i was basically in tears last night when i crawled in bed with joe and we started talking about everything and he assured me that everytihgn was gonna be alright, and when he says stuff like that its like i trust him, and i know everything will be ok, its like his words are soothing to me. he told me i had absolutely nothing to worry about and by the time i decide to leave for basic training me and him would be hopefully married, if not engaged by then, so that made me even more happier.
me and joes anniversary is this tuesday, i got him a $300 watch, its definately niceeee. and im taking him out to a fancy dinner!
i didnt ever think i could ever have been this happy. but me and joe are a couple, a team, whatever you want to call us, we both cant be without each other, and i dont think ill be able to make it thru this whole military thing at first without him, hes my support, my lover, hes my everything.
god i really need some sleep, joes out shrimping right now, so hopefully he comes home soon, and we can snuggle and fall asleep together.
it feels soooooooooooooo damn good to be in love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
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| havent updated in a while, i havent even been online in like a month or so, werid for me. haha.
well life is absolutely great.
me and joe are doing soooo well..we went to magic kingdom together last week, hes never been. he was like a 5 yr old kid when we got in there. it was cute. he really made that day into an awesome day he brought like 250 and spent every dime he had on bullshit to make me happy.
we had a couple rough days, cuz he got kicked out of his house for a couple days, and he didnt have a truck either at the time, so he was stressin out, but my parents are never really in town that much, so he just lived here with me, but now poppa bear let his ass have back his room and ive been living over there.
he told me when we were in bed the other night that he wants to marry me cuz he cant live without me, but he doesnt want to ask me until we have a place of our own, instead of me living at his dads house. but he told me one day soon that i would be mrs. gravel...hm...mrs. maggy brooks gravel...i like it.
i work now like 48 hrs a week. im making pretty damn good money but i dont really have time for much of a social life besides seeing joe and sleeping im ALWAYS working. i shouldnt complain cuz i wouldnt have all the nice stuff i have but im still young, maybe im growing up too fast.
i must say....john crotty...i love u...im sorry ive been a shitty friend lately, ive just been working a lot then going home and passing out most nights, but me and you definatley need a day of hanging out, my crotty level is way toooo low, so we need to chill soon. ill give you a call proably tonight but i have wednesday off.
i need to go get ready for work.
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| hm.
i cant grasp the meaning of life. if i didnt have joe i wouldnt get out of bed every morning. i bust my ass to pay to live and i do the same thing everyday just to get by, i mean fuck if your not blessed with money to start out with its hard to do everything on your own. i have too much pride to let my parents step in and help me tho.
ive managed to be with joe everyday since beginning of xmas break and im not sick of him at all. we are both soooooo needy for each other, and we are both sooooooo in love with each other. i hate sleeping by myself, if joe isnt sleeping next to me at night im incredibly lonely.
i dont think ive ever felt this way about someone. not even matt howard, and everyone knows how in love i was with that beast. joe is just amazing.
me and him are sooo much alike, i dunno everything is just flowing smoothly and im happy.
we were talking about us in the future and wahts gonna happen, because in august my plan was to leave for the navy but i cant leave him behind. he told me last night not to let him hold me back form waht i have to do. he said "dont worry about anything im gonna be here when your gone and when u get back waiting for you" that made me feel all fuzzy inside.
i guess im just gonna take everything day by day. and just be happy for what i have.
im waiting for my baby to get off work right now.
i need a girls night out soon...
i need to chill out on all my partying too..my mom already thinks im a waste case tho soooooooo whatever.
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| so im about to go to work at 3...but right now my boyfriend, best friend tunji, jt, and a couple of other kids are planning on riding out to palm bay to jump a guy. well i guess im being a girl but im worried, but i know my baby can kick some ass, plus hes got a lot of back half who are black. haha.
my lip hurts..fuck. i feel like taking out all of my piercings for a while except my tongue...when i dont have my tongue bar in it feels werid, i dont like it. anyways..
i hate work.
damn. today is the perfect day to lay in bed and cuddle with joe, but noooo i have to work.
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| My life has kinda taken a dramatic change...i don’t even know where to start. I don’t know how to take everything in at once. I moved back in with my parents recently, which is sooooo werid for me to get use to again. i kinda just come and go as I please so they never really know what im doing. All my stuff is here, but im never here, I kinda look at my parents house as a place to crash if im around this area. Haha. Oh well I cant really live by anyone esles rules but my own.
Ive been seeing joe for a while when I was living at zacks..he basically lived with me and we shared a room for 2 weeks, then when I had to move out I started staying at his house every night.
I normally don’t do the whole relationship thing cuz I normally just end up getting fucked over somehow. But me and Joe are doing realllly well.
And must say I love Joe a lot. Every things been kind of moving fast for us. But I like how everything is going, and I love how every morning I get to wake up next to the person I love…aw. Haha.
There was something that happened at zacks,which involves one of the numerous little whores from satellite,that I really don’t want to go into detail about. But me and Joe had a falling out over it, and when we talked about it together and worked things out we formed such a stronger relationship with each other. That was the first night me and joe actually really really opened up to each other. He told me that night while he was in tears that he was falling in love with me and he cant stop loving me, and I I told him I loved him as we were both crying and he held me for like 10 mins. It was such a dramatic scene like straight out of a movie. Chessey I know but me and joe are all mushy with each other. Everytime we’re around the crew, when we kiss everyone is like ewww stop it. Im still getting use to me having a bf, especially when im around our group of friends. It was always me, joe, zack, matt, and jt hanging out together all the time, but then everything kinda changed once me and joe got together, and I don’t want to become know as “joes girlfriend” I still wanna feel like one of the guys and still hang out with the guys even when joe isn’t around but things are werid. Tomorrow is me and jt time tho which is awesome.
Joes really the only person that basically keeps me sane. I don’t know what id do without him right now. Im in such a place I my life where nothing really makes sense to me but me and joe. I don’t know what im gonna do with my life, I don’t know how im gonna achieve any of my goals I want to acheieve..im just confused about where I go from here. The only thing im really sure of is that I love joe gravel. The only shitty thing is the navy right now is my only free pass out of here, im proably gonna continue to fuck up here, and the navy is the only place im gonna learn dislpine, and get my college education for free. But theres joe…I don’t wanna leave him behind, he told me not to let him hold me back from what I have to do, so me and him are just kinda going day by day, and trying not to think about me having to leave this place and leave him behind. Ahhhh. Life is so difficult sometimes.
Joe just completes me. And I love him to death.
Being drunk off wine is fun also…
I got carissa wasted and stoned off her ass tonight! I loved it, she swore she was done with her partying days but I broke her once again.
I left my cell phone in tunjis car which is allllllllllll the way out in the boonies of palm bay. Sucks. My cell phone is like my connection to the outside world, I don’t know any numbers by heart.
Well I rambled a lot in this post…see what wine does to ya, thank god for spell check.
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| well...
last night was fun. went to "the house" with britty.
i wasted money on pointless shit since i was intoxicated. i remember ant rambling about a time he started cutting himself wiht a butter knife at rj gators then him tryingt o fight some guy who called him a freak. and something about him trying to fight all these waiters and waitress outside. very odd he is. haha
i spent the night at brittys last night, i woke up at 5am and didnt relaize where i was and who i am. and i had eyeliner all down my face...sexy huh?
today me and britty started to clean her room then we thought hey lets take a trip to vero to see josh, since britty has never met him. vero is the shittiest of shit towns ever. i swear half of those people in that god forsaken town cant drive. well anyways we didnt do anything. josh wasnt too interesting today! haha...
we came back home cuz i hate that town.
we were gonna hang out wiht some guy named TJ butttt we now made plans with "palm bay eric"!! i cant wait to hang out wiht that kid again! he is so much fucking fun. his gf is out of town for xmas so i will be getting to see him more often now! yay.
xoxo
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| theres one person i know that causes butterflies in my stomach everytime i see him. hes just so beautiful...haha. me and him already had our fling, and he was an asshole in the past. but still everytime i see him, and he just smiles at me its like i melt...i feel like a giddy school girl...but my feelings for him have lingered ever since we ended what we had. hes always soooo flirty with me, and hugging me. if only he knew how i felt. but i really odnt wanna open up to him again...i guess im just writign this in lj cuz i kinda wanna bottle it up and not let anyone know who im talking about...maybe britty haha.
i have class in the morning. gay. i got a 7 page research paper given to me tho. and it was actually really good...soooooo im passing communications now...
i came home tonight and there was 6 of my guy friends rolling up blunts. work was soooo shitty, i couldnt wait to smoke.
its funny how me and zack went to no food at all to eating steaks for dinner tonight. haha. awesome.
tomorrow is sam and zacks bday so partying tomorrow night.
i need some sleep.
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| well i havent updated in a while. i normally update in this thing when im bored as hell.
ive been sick lately for the 2nd or 3rd time..i had a "viral lung infection" kinda like bronchotis(?) but worst. it sucked i couldnt breathe for like a week. my doctor said if i relapse i need to get on a breathing treatment, like an inhaler or oxygen pumps...gay.
so due to my incrediable sickness i had...ive came to the conclusion along with most of my friends that im gonna be quitting smoking at the first of the year. my lungs definately need the break.
hopefully this coming up year will be better then this one. i feel like ive wasted this last half of this year. i dont really go to school at all, i just work..smoke..be lazy..party..now im just over it.
bobby will hopefully be down here soon after the first of the year. so that hsould be something that will proably take up a lot of my time when he moves to orlando. god i hope he comes.
i talked to my higher up boss yesterday about me moving to part time or full time postion instead of the student program. he said..for me he'd do that since im a valued employee there...i was exstatic. haha! so this means more hours, more money. hell yes.
christmas is gonna be werid. me and zack dont have a single holiday deceration in this ouse, not even a tree. kinda werid since my parents normally go alllll out for this holiday. my parents are buying me a set or 18" or 19" rims for me for xmas...and that the only thing im gettign from then..so im really not gonna be opening any presents on xmas. its just gonna be a normal day. i really need to go xmas shopping for my parents and friends...but i need to wait till i get paid again...thank god i get paid 3 times this month.
laguna beach is actually addicting..i dont know why..it reminds me of my time in high school minus the richness..haha. and stephen looks just like my ex steve..its crazy.
alright i got a bunch of shit i gotta get done today...then work at 3..
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| i feel too overwhelmed with everything.
i dont think im going to enroll in classes next semester at bcc. i dont have the funds, the patience, definately not the time...all those fucking instructors expect sooo much of you. i definately dont have time to write a fucking essay every other day or do some lame assignment that doesnt really mean much to my grade, or write a huge fucking research paper. i dunno. i know my parents are gonna be disappointed that im not going back. but i need a break, and i just need to work full time and put away some money so im not stressing out about that.
i have to make something of my life and prove my family wrong and everyone esel who didnt believe in me. but i really cant do the whole college thing.
maybe ill go back next fall....maybe i wont...maybe ill end up making millionslater in life with my high school diploma...oooor maybe ill be stuck in some boring dead end job. haha...
whatever...
why the fuck isnt the government paying for my college?
i need some sleep...and maybe a magical elf who would do my research paper....??!!
haha
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| "...you cant have your cake and eat it too"
thats what bobby told me.
my reply:
yes i fucking can!!
HA
i can never decide what i want...but whatever, whos business is that...???
nobodys but my own.
im putting a 7" LCD screen in my car on friday..whos a pimp?
yeahhhh.
hopefully i see bobby this weekend.
thanksgiving day is gonna suck...none of my family except mom, dad, and matthew ((hes kinda like family at least, lol))..and my moms not even cooking, we're going to the base to eat. whatever. im still a little bit pissed that im not in virginia right now, although that means i would be eating my cake right about now also...hahaha
me, jt, and matt are the harden ass gangtsas...well actually just like a trio or some bullshit. i hang out with them everyyydayyy...
i love how zacks GONE. its relaxing. just to sit on my couch, sometimes with hardly no clothes on, watch tv, and smoke a blunt..without having him mooch, or his mom randomly coming over and bitching about how fogged out the house is...haha whatever.
i need a vacation soon. work is draining me..so is bcc. i HATE bcc.
i need to stop rambling..
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| so maggys happy...maggy doesnt know what she wants but shes happy.
i have my house all to myself..no zack! so everything is going good as of now.
tuesday im spending the day with daviddd...im excited. considering i cant see him all the time so the times i do its........special i guess.
im done i need sleep like you wouldnt believe. i didnt get home this morning till 6am..didnt pass out till 7am..got woken up by blake at my front door at 730am. so i got like a total of an hour sleep last night...and im still up.
im running on absolutely NO energy.
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| i just got home and its 6:30am. wow. i had a fun night. i met a guy named david, and he is just great. ahhh im sooo glad i met him hes rad, and he makes me feel like no other person has. im happy now. lol
today is me and britts "fun day" full of fun, fair, movies, boys, and us looking like sexy bitches. hahaha. wow im a dork. but i havent hung out with britt in a while.
im suppose to wake up pretty soon and go over to jts house and hang out wiht him and matt this morning......and.................get high.
oh yes.
i wanted to watch the sun rise but its cloudy and rainy. this sucks. hopefully this shitty weather wont affect my day. cuz im gonna be pissed if my ass doesnt ride some rides with my best friend. haha.
welllllllllllllllll.
life is now good.
oh and by the way. this is my future plans.
me and jt are getting a house boat together...
HAHA...hes SO serious about this, i think it would be fucking awesome, and i would totally do it but i dont have the money. jt is SO rad, out of all my guy friends he definately makes me laugh a lot. especially when he was thinking i was crazy last night for telling him my cartoon story that was in my head...him and matt together is even better. haha.
alright well i need sleep.
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| work sucks.
im so glad i have off tomorrow.
zack and his mom leave saturday for germany. soooo expect kegs day after day. haha. jt will proably be sleeping on the couch the entire 2 weeks...hah.
i feel like i could sleep for a day or 2.
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